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Repulsion

by Disorder of Deadeight

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1.
Fruits 06:22
Have you ever wondered what fruits actually are? Or rather how they are? And I don’t mean like “How are you, fruit?” But, well, why not? Talk to them Ask questions In their being are all the clues I guess So, the trees must spread So the seeds must spread Thus the fruit for us, the creatures, to eat But on a small planet at the far end of a galaxy A tasteless grey blob providing sufficient energy would do But what are fruits like? They are: Colourful in so many ways Tasty and juicy in endless variations A caleidoscopic bliss of sweetness In reverse, of course Myriad possibilities of combination A range of ripeness in a single branch O’ look at mangos At strawberries Cantaloupe melon Yeah, they are being shipped around the world And that’s a bit of a disaster But I don’t believe anymore That it’s the fruits’ masterplan To wreck the oceans and the sky With combustion engines The whole planetary level cargo thing I think it has more to do with the spiders If you look into it you see it An obvious arachnoid scheme Eight legs and cannot swim You grow bitter of course So you gotta show off A box of tasty fruit One spider Everybody’s talking about The spider Consider the fruit I find it really really hard to see them As anything else than a peculiar form Of overwhelming kindness In the universe
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The key 03:25
Distant eerie flames Dance upon the welkin Shadows Twisted colours Lurking beneath A depth without ending It’s like each and every thing Looking back at you And you’re a microscopic entity Only at the verge of now Meet me at the threshold of the world Come and reach up the stars above With the vehicle of your mind You can leap beyond the mundane realm And freely float betwixt the whirly way Galactic spectral echoes Calling out my secret name The stellar realm is arising Deep within Stray from the hidden path of your heart And befriend the villains of your soul Gaze beneath the shallow matter And tear the curtain of illusion So ye shall know
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And I see you coming Growing closer and near Without aim or direction Peeling feelings as they come Night by night, day by day And I see your reflection Where it used to be mine And nothing bad ever happened It’s just a flow of empty dreams Night by night, day by day ‘Cause all there is might fracture All those gentle ways of breaking down Without collapse there’s no structure And without light there’s only darkness Night by night, day by day And I watch you go Back where you came from I don’t know where that is Guess it’s where I was born Alive and well again For a while the bridge might hold My heart still aching from the cold Burning and weeping With hope and wonder Night by night, day by day I should ever find another way It’s small in one and great in all Be it next time I greet you well
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Seeds of horror early spawn Lunatic vehicles to defeat Questions running nowhere cycles Feeble minds repeat-repeat Cast into clarity’s pyre Defeated lay the meek Distant echoes of time revealed Shadows beyond darkness creep Gazing void Perpetuum Born of emptiness Baptized by madness
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- Dedicated to Peoples Temple - Come with me! Follow me through There is light beyond Drink with me From the cup of sorrows And behold a newborn hope While the organs finally give in To that one and only truth Freedom! Justice! Competence and love! All within reach Open mouths wide open Tasting the grapes of victory The world is an illusion An everlasting sentence In a language No-one can quite remember A family holding hands Laying down on the grass Rejoicing in the deepest sacrament
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Love of lava 07:56
Now come and let the lava pour in Return to the original core of hatred Love is a comforting lie Of parasitic maggots Crawling beneath Your systems of righteousness There can be no disbelief As your mind is but a shadow Of a great wheel turning in all directions You cannot name or experience Ashes! This vague slumber Is but paranoid mumblings Of a nervous system wired by the Devil himself Drunk on lust and power Knee deep in virgin blood Hungry for that war machine Fuck your attempts to heal You were never sick in the first place This is it And what comes Is barely in accordance With utter cosmic nonsense Don’t you still believe That you’re going to be ok? Wouldn’t it be nice Not to hide in shame Nor in a sense of control? Just peel your skin off As a ridiculous testimony To the ones beyond That don’t exist Nor thus care Tenderness is manipulation We will trick you into believing you’re you This is the first and the final trap You already lost in the womb Now be a good servant of the common lie And go drown yourself in cyanide

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released November 20, 2020

Composed 8.4. – 1.6.2020
Recorded 1.5. – 8.6.2020
Lyrics written in 2.5.2015 – 1.8.2017
All vocals, instruments, lyrics, composition and production
by Jari-Matti Nurminen

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